From the recording Lil Dout - In the Dark

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Lyrics

[Hook]
I'm sittin' in the dark
Bottles and pills, drownin' my feels, no more room in my heart
And I can't see the stars
I can feel my soul's scar, and I'm fallin' apart
No love in these late thrills, deep scars that won't heal
When I'm sittin' in the dark
I can feel the pain risin'
Guess I'll smoke and watch the night skies dim

[Verse]
I'm lost in a haze, my thoughts slow, they're all ablaze
Load my veins, numb the pain, wish I could strip this maze
Heart in chains, feelings slain, love is just a charade
Feelin' brave with a blade, grateful for darker days
It's violence in my grip, the thrill of it
Self harm's the only way, this guilt just won't quit
Eyes low, tryna find my way, can't see a legit fit
I'm spiralin' down, hit the ground, and I'm dismissed
No angel, only devils in this twist
Guess happiness tryna 'scape, but I'll persist
Drink up, 'cause emotions I resist
In the dark tryna cope, but my fate's gripped
Every night, got distractions to avoid abyss
Without it, this pain pounds like a fist
No escape, every high, it's always missed
Both hands hold me tight, but my soul drifts
Eyes closed, visions slippin' outta list
Guess I’ll fade in dark mist, get dismissed